It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008,

what you want me to say ...?
i really dont know what to say ...!!!
sorry...
it is really sudden..
i cannot accept it .
if i did this to you i think you will beat me
and scold
and maybe dont talk to me ever .
but i really dont know what words to talk to you,
really give me some time
now if i think of that moment
i would want to shout, cry or ever kill some one
it is really humilating for me

tell you the truth i am a bit pressure
i really dont know what to do .!

so can you tell me what you want me to do to you so i
can feel more comfortable ?

and i am also blur
who is involve ?
you and yuki
or with emily ?

sorry ...
i really need some time to calm myself down



do take good care of yourself when in karimun
if you dont take well care of yourself then no one will
and remember dont be scare of the darkness

and tell nini dont be afraid
as long as she didnt do anything wrong ,
dont forget to do the custom when entering the room
tell nini to bath before 10++ in the night before blackout
and also tell nini dont "zi ji xia zi ji".

with love and concern
shiwei