It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop
as long as you don't stop
Saturday, February 21, 2009,
I THINK I FAIL FOR SURE .i'm just being not nice to myself .
i just dont have enough confident in myself.
my palm sweated for the whole 4 hours .
you can see how nervous i am .
i dont even take the role of shouting the timing .
i told myself ,
"if i'm taking up the timing,i will sure get distracted"
so eventually i just stay away from it .
i have no idea why i performed so badly today ,
compare to the normal marching i did in school ,
TODAY, I REALLY SUCK!!!
just feel like slapping myself.
why cant i just open my ears bigger ?
why cant i open up my brain ?
why cant i absorb the commands faster ?
argh....
really sorry to people who put hopes on me .
i really let you guys down ,
sorry for not performing my very best .
at least now i get to know how
the test were being conducted .
NEXT YEAR I AM GOING TO TRY AGAIN
AND THATS FOR SURE .
shiwei