It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop

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Saturday, August 22, 2009,

i've got messages to pass but i dont know whether to tell.
i think this is not a good thing to be spread around .
but i felt not good at all .

i have got the answer she wanted to give me ,
but it's not the answer that i would like to hear .

you sure that will you will be happy ?
i really dont mind if you're happy .
eventhough i'm starting to dislike him .

guys !
lets not bother them anymore .
i find it tiring and irritating .
since she have decide that she will continue
with it then we'll let her be.
as long as she's liking it .






To that irritating BALL:

you said that i'm not happy due to D&T ?
Regarding on this, yes!!! i agree that i'm not happy .

BUT I'M NOT ANGRY FOR NO REASON .

I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE SHE IS NOT THERE TO HELP ME!
WELL, EVEN IF SHE'S NOT THERE ,
I'M NOT STUPID TO JUST SIT AND DO NOTHING .
THERE IS TEACHERS AROUND ,
DO YOU THINK THAT SHE'S A MAJOR PROBLEM TO MY PROJECT ?
NO!!! SHE ISN'T.

DONT YOU THINK THAT SHE COULD JUST STAY AND
HELP OUT THOSE WHO HAVEN'T FINISH THEIR PART ?
SINCE SHE HAVE FINISH MOST OF HER'S .
WELL, D&T HAVE FINISHED , NO USE TALKING BOUT' IT .

DONT YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE SELFISH TOO ?
JUST KNOW HOW TO SAY HOW SELFISH I AM .

我对得起天地良心。
EVERYTHING THAT I DO IS NOT JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF.

BUT YOU !!!
you think just for yourself .
have you give a thought to her?
you ask her before what she really wants and likes ?

you just know how to ask her to go along with you .
你有试着牵就她吗?
do you know that she placed you right at the 1st position?
she even quarrel with her parents because of you .
你有为她想过吗?

do you know that i find fear in her ?
yes! of course . every couple do argue , do quarrel.
but do you know that , she will always worry for
the next message you have sended her ?
she's always worry that you will pick up a fight again.

Dont know how she can reply or explain herself .
sometimes she just want to place her phone somewhere or
even hide herself somewhere .

this little privacy,you also dont allow her to have.
you will ask her to reply you as fast as she can .
you will get angry when she dont reply .
have you understand why she dont reply ?

do you know that she's a person who dont care what people think of ,
she will just do whatever she wants , freedom is in her hand .
she's like a bird. going wherever she wants .

do you know that you are very fortunate ?
you're the first stead that makes her forget about herself.
but i realise that you have been complaining that
she's not sensitive toward you .

do you know that,
she told me that you're a really sweet person .
told me that she like being with you .
you would give her surprise that she never had before .

你有为她想过吗?
我真的觉得你很自私耶!
你知道你弄得我们全部很不开心吗?
you just want us all to follow the way you want us to .

you say that i should let her study and
not ask her to linger around in school .

then what about you ?
you expect her to meet you everyday .
ask her to wander around with you .

asked her to sit and watch you kick soccer.
asked her to meet you even if she's busy with something.
asked her to talk to you even if she's really tired .
asked her not to be late even she have no choice.


REALLY !
CAN YOU THINK FOR HER ?
NOT JUST FOR YOURSELF !