It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop
as long as you don't stop
Saturday, October 17, 2009,
This is a joke .i cannot believe that i didnt made it .
i find it really ridiculous.
should i say that i've think too much because i'm not born lucky at all .
i just realise , i'm always the one who have to pay in double hardwork .
我明白我不是那个先天很足的人，所以我很努力的后天补。
i dont believe that we have to follow what "he" have arrange for us .
i believe that we work to make things happen .
Fate is in our hands not "his" .
why must we do according to what he had plan ???
i wanted it so much but ended up , i'm not the one who gets it .
why it is always like this ?
things that i want will not come to me , even if i went to look for it .
i really find that this world is a joke to me .
everything seems real but it's all fake .
Forget it ,
是个笑话嘛！笑笑就好。
只能怪我自己。还能怪谁啊？