It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop
as long as you don't stop
Saturday, October 2, 2010,
My thoughts. Before you start reading just to let you know that this will be my last post before my O level Examination starts. Well, I was kinda busy and tired for these past few days. Since I have the time to post, I'll make it a long one.
I'm not sure what I'm actually working on these days but I have been staying in school untill 7 for most of the days? Seriously, I don't dare to calculate how much time I'm left with. I just know that my exam will start exactly on the 25th of this month. It's obvious that I'm left with less than a month, so is there 3 weeks? I'm not sure, if I don't start concentrating on my revision.
I have been thinking a lot to myself, especially this week, I think most of you are like me right? When you're alone, you'll start thinking of some nonsensical stuff and begin to scare yourself. At this point of time you must be thinking that I'm going to say that I am worry for my exam/future or stuff like that? BUT NO! What exactly I'm thinking of was, HOW COME EVERYONE IS CHANGING?!
Yes! Examination is drawing near but I feel that the bond between the class is falling apart. To a certain extend, my class was quite a peaceful one. No fierce comparison, at most a friendly "match". I know that a little bit of competition can boost up the whole atmosphere and a little stress can make you go further but I think what is happening now is going too far. I have been telling myself to 忍！忍！忍！BUT YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY! Urgh!~
I had been having this question in my head for quite some time,
Are you really that keen of getting any of the "top"?
If not, why are you using others as your stepping stone?
Do you know that those people that you have indirectly scolded or insulted as stupid/dumb/lousy are feeling really hurt inside even though they did not mention a single word. Do you know that they are actually cursing you from inside out? Don't you think that some times we should just keep all those harsh and nasty comments to ourselves instead of letting it out from our mouth?
These 3 weeks are really critical to us? We are all friends, if not, at least a classmate.
WHAT WE NEED NOW ARE MANY MANY MANY MANY
OF ENCOURAGEMENT INSTEAD OF BEING DEMORALIZED.
WHAT WE NEED NOW ARE MANY MANY MANY MANY
OF ENCOURAGEMENT INSTEAD OF BEING DEMORALIZED.
I really don't understand what's in you people's head, trying to say that the class is full of hypocrites then what about you? You dare to tell me that you're being honest to them? You dare to say that you have no intention of harming them?
I'm not going to mention names, you know who you are. Don't even try to come and ask me who I'm referring to because you're feeling that you're the one. Just make some changes will do, everything will be fine. At least, let us go through this exam smoothly