It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop
as long as you don't stop
Tuesday, April 26, 2011,
Uncomfortable. Still! I'm uncomfortable with the new environment. I wonder why I don't feel that way when I went to work the first day. Know what? I'm smart enough to go ask Brenda whether she and the girls somehow "dislike" me. Of course, I didn't ask her directly but the answer I got back was quite positive. To a certain extend, I believe her but I don't believe the rest of them, especially the one who always uses her back to face me. Damn irritated by her behavior.
I used to say that I don't care if they dislike me or not right? But I realised that it's impossible not to get affected. I have to spend three years with them, know? I keep having these thoughts in me," having more friends is better than having enemies." but on the other hand, "knowing that she dislike you is better than her being fake to you." Damn frustrated with myself sometimes.
I regretted not going to MI! Seriously!