It doesn't matter if you're slow,
as long as you don't stop
as long as you don't stop
Wednesday, June 29, 2011,
Who's not? Recently I have been living pathetically, either emotionally, physically or mentally. I have no idea how I've ended up this way but I think MST was one of the reason (too stressed over the 35% GPA).
I know it's my fault for not studying for the exam but seriously I can't find time. Maybe you can say that it's my fault for not planning out my stuff but can you plan like 2 weeks ahead? Who knows what will happened in between, you think I've never tried before? Things will never work out the way I planned! I wonder if it's because I'm too used to not saying "NO". People, don't misunderstand me, I'm not blaming anyone or whatsoever, I'm just wondering if I should change my attitude for life.
You know, sometime I should just keep my mouth shut when my father nagged at me.
Sometime, I should just stay home even if I'm damn tempted.
Sometime, I should just not care about what others think.
Sometime, I should just work and ignore whether I get to see my friends.
Sometime, I should just scream at people who think that they're damn right.
Yeah, sometime huh?! But if I'm like that then I'm not who I am. Seriously, MST had really made me think a lot during this period of time. Whether if it's school-work, home-work or outside-work.
MST, please end peacefully k? Currently you're my biggest fear, problem and never endless worry. ):