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HEY, BRO!
Friday, April 25, 2014,
God, damn it! Not again?Do you know how depressing it is for me whenever I do a quiz and they tell me I am one of the guys or I am a tomboy? WHAT THE HELL! I am a girl, right? Recently I have been on this topic with Josey, just wondering if I am too man in certain ways. I just get "bro" easily by people around me. This topic didn't just come out of no where. We were asking ourselves how come we have no boyfriend for so many years. (P.S exclude the part where she dated Yeehern for only 7 days) We realized it's the way we were brought up and we are just too good with everyone. I am prone to beat up my sisters and fighting with them over any toys. Mischievous kid when I was young and I remember I broke a glass panel because I was playing football in the room. Kicking a ball down from the 11th storey because I just love to play poison ball with my neighbors. Running up and down the block because block catching is fun. Exploring some ulu places of my old primary school because I want to make friends with some ghost. Lying to my mother I have projects to do and ended up playing at some arcade. If not, I will be sitting at home trying to level up my character in Runescape. Wow! It's really normal to me until recently, I realized that's not what all girls do when they were a kid. Now let's take for example, secondary school in a class with 30 boys and 10 girls. This is normal to me as well! Maybe it's just me. I don't really care about you being a boy and me being a girl until all the puberty things came in and when boy-girl-relationship was something hot and trendy. Everyone is equal to me! If you were to say that I am too man, I have to say that my guy friends are just too gay! They take more selfies and care more about their looks and figure more than me. Making sure that they look awesome when they go out while shopping and singing are their hobbies. Now you tell me, who is stuck? I have been buddies with my girl and guy friends for years. No sparks and I have no idea what spark is all about. Don't even try asking me about love, because I am a total noob. Now, back to the topic. I am a girl, right? What a stupid question! Obviously I am a girl because I have boobs, long hair and a very feminine figure. I have no biceps, no abs, no whatever back muscles. I have no husky and manly voice. I cannot lift heavy things like dragon boaters. I can't even do one pull up. I love shopping. I love singing. I love barbie dolls. I love dramas. I love boys and I am straight. I love dresses and skirts. Here is my next question, why do I get bro so easily? Sometimes I wonder if it's because I have a damn-it-too-thick-skin. My friends would just tell me I look like shit. No little white lies or gentle truths to be found. I am used to being teased, mocked and laughed at all in the name of good fun. I mean I love the way I am. I can cook, I can sew, I can do housework, I can make a lot of DIY stuff. I feel so much like a girl here. Awwwww~ BUT PEOPLE. No, guys!Can you all stop "bro-ing" me? You all need to stop telling me about sex, porn and girls. Eventhough I like to say, "If only I have a dick" but that's when I want to try something risky or dangerous which is not suitable and safe for a girl to do. I know I sound contradicting here but I want to continue playing with you guys but at the same time I want to be treated like a girl. Oh,wow! |